My lovely English grade

So I am in a Business oriented English class and at the moment I have a F and grades close soon. Yes this means that I could end up as a "Super" Senior and my education plans would be put on hold. Yay me. I don't want to fail and have to take English again. I would like to get my High School diploma and just move on with my life but this seems to be a very bleak possibility. I do my best and I have to go my guidance councilor and meet with my dad and my English teacher. I would rather go at this alone but that is out of the question. I want to just deal with it and try to work something out with him. I know that my dad will make this more difficult and stressful on me. I feel that I already have attended this meeting and I have heard what the result of it was. I WILL NOT WALK ACROSS THE STAGE. I feel like a complete low life. I just want to get out and do my culinary sugar coated dream job.